the difference between bruises and scars

You have left your fingerprints all over me, but you are not the only one. There are land mines waiting under my skin, and you will detonate every last one of them.

I don’t want to write any more crappy love poems

and I don’t want to write about daddy issues or eating disorders or blood or mental illness. What I really want to communicate is that we are all composed of bits of the Divine and so is color and so is sound and so is time and so is light and no soul in this world is ever truly alone and I want to take the Universe in my hands and tell it that I control it as much as it controls me and that all of this is just a part of my machine and if I died this very moment I would leave with so many questions that would only return to Dust.